This is nothing but a piece of, writing.

This is a midnight post.

No, I am not burning a midnight oil,
it is just I don't want to sleep,
have class in the morning and
am afraid I will not wake up in time.

Talking bout that,
this semester is indeed
the laziest semester I've ever had.

I have got two warning letters, already,
for absentees more than 3 times,
and still I skip class even after the warning letter
damn me!
I blame my sleeping habit, gosh!

Anyway,
this is a post came out of boredom,
not more or less.

Until then, see ya!

Back in action!

Hye readers
if I have them.

Anyway, I did not update my blog recently right.
The truth is, hell was with me these past few weeks.

Thing started when my phone started making problems.
It would start to close on its own, became hot etc etc etc.
Then suddenly it formatted itself!
There go all my contacts, messages, *wosh*.

Then my laptop made a problem
it suddenly could not be turned on
so I sent it to a repairman.
Paid Rm200, laptop lasted for 1 1/2 days
it went black again
up until now
I did not get my laptop yet.

I was almost a week
me without my laptop
I was not worried at first
but when I thought of unfinished assignment
I became extremely worried!

Since the laptop will turn 3 years this coming June
I asked my parents for a new one
replacing the broken laptop
and as a gift for my recently passed birthday.

They were hesitated
but who dare to say no to my cute face *puke*
so I got myself a new HP ENVY 4.

It was not that expensice
only 2K something
but as long as I can do my job
I'll be satisfied, and and and
it's lighter than my previous laptop!
That what makes me felt in love with it.

Sekian, wassalam. :P

Self thought.

These past few weeks

a lot was going on

my hands were full

unable to even feed myself

(well that's a total lie).

Few weeks ago

I was an active user

of a site for People Like Us

nonstop or not giving up hope

I kept on clicking buttons

and more click

to search for 'my one',

'my other half' 'my everything'

blablabla.

Well that was

obviously did not happen!

I started realizing how the world

or people to be exact

depend much on one's look.

Each messages I got

would ask for my picture

and left me no reply

if they find me not interesting.

Sadly

though how much I hate what they did

I did the same too

relying on looks

when choosing the other 'me'

so, I am not mad, at all.

But there's always a diamond

behind all the rocks.

Met someone who willingly to chat

simply chat, without having or hoping

something more than that

it was rather fun.

We even call each other nowadays

talk for hours

calling names

making jokes

yet names are still

unknown to both of us

it is a mutual relationship

and I am liking it.

Nevertheless, I realize

and will never forget

about the world we are living in today

perfection is something we want

but being imperfect ourselves

do we really deserve it?

Or most importantly

can we find perfection?

or does it just a dream men created

to reach somewhere they couldn't go.

Might it be true

who knows.

It is a question to ponder.