Self thought.

These past few weeks

a lot was going on

my hands were full

unable to even feed myself

(well that's a total lie).

Few weeks ago

I was an active user

of a site for People Like Us

nonstop or not giving up hope

I kept on clicking buttons

and more click

to search for 'my one',

'my other half' 'my everything'

blablabla.

Well that was

obviously did not happen!

I started realizing how the world

or people to be exact

depend much on one's look.

Each messages I got

would ask for my picture

and left me no reply

if they find me not interesting.

Sadly

though how much I hate what they did

I did the same too

relying on looks

when choosing the other 'me'

so, I am not mad, at all.

But there's always a diamond

behind all the rocks.

Met someone who willingly to chat

simply chat, without having or hoping

something more than that

it was rather fun.

We even call each other nowadays

talk for hours

calling names

making jokes

yet names are still

unknown to both of us

it is a mutual relationship

and I am liking it.

Nevertheless, I realize

and will never forget

about the world we are living in today

perfection is something we want

but being imperfect ourselves

do we really deserve it?

Or most importantly

can we find perfection?

or does it just a dream men created

to reach somewhere they couldn't go.

Might it be true

who knows.

It is a question to ponder.