February 24th, 2020.
I was watching Dr. Romantic on Netflix last night. There was a scene where Dr. Kang who was just recently transferred to this small hospital, crying while talking to his mom on the phone.
Likewise, whenever I had some stressful moment, I always gave Emak a call. I did not tell her of my difficulties, rather I just wanted to listen to her voice. That alone was enough for me.
These days, whenever I am stressed out by work, or life in general, I just had to brace it through. I accepted that Emak is no longer with me, and it is useless to cry over things that have passed. I am glad to know that I am maturing, and getting stronger as days passed.
Remembering Emak whom I love very dearly. Who has taught me of life, and love. Semoga Allah merahmati roh Emak, dan ditempatkan Emak dalam kalangan orang-orang yang beriman dan bertakwa.
Love, forever and always.
